very vague things for ensemble and live electronics (2021) [18']
[Instrumentation: b.fl, bar.sax, 2 perc, e guit, pf 4 hds, 2 vln, vla, vlc]
commissioned by Vertixe Sonora
premiered by Vertixe Sonora in Vigo, Spain on 31. October, 2021
Program text
I feel my horizons expand through knowing what I didn’t know. That widening inner movement touches me. Also the interior, which has been organized so far, becomes splitted and disorganized by the expansion. And beyond my widening horizons is unknown. Because they are maybe very far from me. Things that exist a little beyond the area of what I know is perceived so darkly to me.
Things that are not defined by me, things that are not understood by me, things that seem to know but don't know, things that I thought I knew but didn't really know, things that are very vague to explain exactly what they are, form a band between me and beyond me.
The empty space that exists inside of me is an empty space that is not considered because it is already known to me. I truly can not perceive the empty space which inside and outside of me exists.
Music not music, and music without music are music of the present age. I not me and I without me is me of the present. I am occupied by this age. My border in this age is very wide and at the same time very narrow. Filled spaces become denser and empty spaces become more empty. I existing beyond empty space look at the empty space again. I go to the empty space inside and outside of me.
[Instrumentation: b.fl, bar.sax, 2 perc, e guit, pf 4 hds, 2 vln, vla, vlc]
commissioned by Vertixe Sonora
premiered by Vertixe Sonora in Vigo, Spain on 31. October, 2021
Program text
I feel my horizons expand through knowing what I didn’t know. That widening inner movement touches me. Also the interior, which has been organized so far, becomes splitted and disorganized by the expansion. And beyond my widening horizons is unknown. Because they are maybe very far from me. Things that exist a little beyond the area of what I know is perceived so darkly to me.
Things that are not defined by me, things that are not understood by me, things that seem to know but don't know, things that I thought I knew but didn't really know, things that are very vague to explain exactly what they are, form a band between me and beyond me.
The empty space that exists inside of me is an empty space that is not considered because it is already known to me. I truly can not perceive the empty space which inside and outside of me exists.
Music not music, and music without music are music of the present age. I not me and I without me is me of the present. I am occupied by this age. My border in this age is very wide and at the same time very narrow. Filled spaces become denser and empty spaces become more empty. I existing beyond empty space look at the empty space again. I go to the empty space inside and outside of me.